Everywhere I go, I feel I am followed; there is nowhere I can be truly alone. I sleep at night with the gaze of a thousand eyes boring into every inch of my body, inside and out.

Leave me alone. I wish to breathe without the breath of another in my ear. Leave me alone, I wish to live as normal as those around me without my hair standing on end at all moments. Gods, save me, yet it feels I have been forsaken.

There are times when I delude myself into feeling almost comfortable with the company. After watching my every move, surely they then understand the troubles of my daily life? Do they have the mental capacity? Who are they?

Is it too arrogant to believe it is the goddess of fate that giggles in the distant dark, that she would find amusement in something so mundane as my torture? Perhaps not. The little I know of the cruel mistress tells me it is not unlikely that she would find amuse in the anguish I face.

The sounds are loudest when on my face rests the mask I was given as a child, I feel it knows something that I don't, an insatiable urge within me grows to keep it on at all times, there are moments where it is physically and mentally torturous to remove it. Though, even with it on my face, something burns in me, a warning, a panicked feeling to rip it off and scrub my skin of any remnants it leaves behind, and yet..

The thing roots itself deep within my mind, furthermore so each time, I feel it weave tendrils into the deepest parts of my mind for naught but to toy with me. Get out of my head. Leave me be, leave me alone. Gods, get away from me. There is not much more I can handle as I feel my sanity spiraling further away with each second that passes, is my fate really to be driven to insanity? I always thought as a child I would go on to greater things and yet here I am, a thief on the brink of insanity clawing at my face until it is unrecognizable in the mirror which they leer at me in, clawing at my face until my skin is raw and just patches of hair remain.







Gods save me, help me, I think I would do anything to get away from the destiny that I feel crawling along my back, waiting ever so patiently for when it finally comes, why? Why is this my purpose, please. help. Get out of my head, SAVE me. leave me alone. LEAVE ME ALONE. GET OUT OF MY HEAD!





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